Peaceful Ascension

By Natasha Botkin 

Recently as I drove down the road watching commuters battling out for a space in the line of traffic, I sat back and thought why?  Why does one cram themselves into a line that does not go much further than one car length.  This brought me back to a conversation with my spiritual teacher.  Steer the course, do not ver to the left or right.  A song plays over the speakers, the lyrics of a change, a battle, of peace….

Which brought me back to a moment, a moment of an exchange with a wise woman.  A stranger really to me, all of my life, I have people stop and tell me their life stories.  My children often asking why would a stranger tell me that?  I have just accepted that people come to me to tell their stories.  Sometimes, they need a wise voice of innate wisdom to shine forward without judgement, without conviction, a person to listen, to help them release this.  Satinglass spiral

This lady looked at me and said, “Wow an ascended one, I’ve never met one in person before and you look nothing like I would think an ascended one should look like.”  I remember looking at her and wondering, but not saying anything, as I knew she had a story that she would share; and what a beautiful story it was.  It wasn’t the story; it was what she said, this was years ago; “ascended, ascension; isn’t for  the faint of heart and it will take much energy, love and light dear one, be prepared as it will come and you will easily glide up the spiral.” 

At the time, I was preparing for a major divorce and custody battle.  Little did I know that was much easier than ascension.  My spiritual teacher will gently guide me, and yet the human psyche at first wanted the ego to rage, bark and scream.  Almost like a two-year old not being allowed to have a cookie before dinner.  Yet, this is going to happen, go with grace and it will come with ease.  Some has been filled full of ease, and some would be easier to deal with a two-year old having a tantrum.

Come back to peace, love and light.  In steps the next wise woman, I am walking in the store and ran right into her.  She remarks, “Darlin, get your head out of the clouds.”  I look her, smile and say,“Ha clouds, that too easy, try galactic travel or what dimension did I float off to, traversing the mundane of today’s humanistic mess.”  She smiled and replies, “Ascension is not easy, especially in the modern ways.  You do not look like one, so many may not even realize. It’s not the appearance; it’s the light, the love that matters.” 

I am a special education, so I am a pro at what is called “wait time.”  Well, I am a pro with others, “wait time,”  me well in truth, I am not usually a slow learner, and  yet, may need an accelerated IEP to slow my horses, so to speak. (As my spiritual teacher often says, “Dear the Aries in you.”)   I look at her and wait, she smiles a big grin and says, “Dear one, you are doing much better than you give yourself credit for; however patience is necessary. The biggest patience that you need is your own transformation to ascension. you are almost across that bridge to a major level up, be patient.  Years ago, you were told that you do not look like an ascended one, in truth, you’re a more modern version. Your spiritual mentor has recently given you knowledge of the changes that will come.”  Then she smiles and says, “Be Kind, Rewind,” and instance is gone, I look around the aisle and do not see her.

Slowly, I approach the checkout; barely able to speak to anyone, and yet like moths to the light people dance around me.  I pay for my items and sit in my vehicle.  No thoughts, nothing, just sit and allow the wisdom that was also downloaded settle and absorb into my light.

The latest wise woman, was the same week as recent the crystal light activation January 2015, the full moon and just after the winter solstice.  It has taken me a bit to settle into the next step.  One moment, I am walking in the divine feminine goddess of innate wisdom that heralds the divine wisdom of love and light; and the next I am submerged in a hot bath trying to release the negative energies that seems to want to invade my aura.

And in truth, I do not wear flowy robes, probably never will. I am more of a mover. singer, dancer with the heart of a youth filled full of love and light. Hence the comment “Be Kind, Rewind.” Go back to my heart, my joy, my peaceful grace.  One thing that has come about with the crystal light activation is peace, harmony and joy.  We need much more of it.  If ya feel like dancing, dance; if you feel like singing, sing.  Life is to be lived and enjoyed with a beauty that is deep within us all.

Magical Blessings of love and light!

Natasha

 

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Crystal Light Activation

by Natasha  Botkin 

Crystal Light Elder

January 3,2015, there was a crystal light activation that entered Earth’s atmosphere.  Those who can see, hear, feel at first wondered what had happened.  We just celebrated the new year, preparing for the full moon and what is happening.  My ascension and sensitivity went to an extreme.  I felt like I had been literally punched, my face, my jaw, my skull ached; the masculine seeping, weeping as it leaving me.

Here comes the full moon, the intensity settled, yet I could feel something brewing just underneath.  My vibrational manner changed.  I cried at a drop of a hat, worst of all unable to shield my empath ways, taking on and absorbing so many negative energies.  Others around me who are also sensitive were also affected, many of these individuals crying, unsure as to why.   The most difficult moments, how do I explain this unknown, especially when the unknown are children?

I felt my heart space expand and grow even more.  People would say,”Did you know that your crystal is glowing” or they would look away not wanting to admit to what they just witnessed.  My heart had the most tremendously, wonderful energy pulsing through.  The harmonics grew, those who have ascended are growing, opening, preparing for the next wave.  This is just the beginning to a new wave, a new way, more heart, more grace, more love, more light, more peace.  Crystal light heart

If you are one of those who are effected, please seek solace from those who can and will support you.  This is absolutely beautiful, and necessary; yet it can leave one overwhelmed. Enjoy something that brings you joy.

Much love and light to you!

Magical Blessings

Natasha

‘Just Be’ Present

Just Be Present Meditation

By Natasha Botkin

The ‘Just Be’ Present Meditation arrived from my higher self, Amel.  The story has romantic moments and moments of sadness,  A week ago was pure bliss.  My twin flame appeared in my life, and we spent the most wonderous ‘Just Be’ moments enjoying the love that we hold for one another.  We parted and a few days passed.

My BeLoved texted me Marry Christmas, and I smiled with his fun-loving self.  Yet, as the day progressed, the effects of cloud nine settled; I found myself longing to return to his embrace. My ego relentless with why can’t I see him, I need to see him and wondering why his ego keeps him away.  When my dear higher self Amel, reminded me, ‘Just Be’ in the moment.

Moments later the ‘Just Be’ Present Meditation surfaced from my heart and soul.

May you to enjoy this meditation and ‘Just Be’ Present and in the moment.  Butterfly Lavender

Much love and light to you!

Magical Blessings

Natasha

 

Pure Tenderness

By Natasha Botkin 

We are faced with moments.  The beauty is to ‘just be.’  Just be in the moment is much easier said than done.  Even with the best of intentions a mind can wander and voila, the ‘just be’ moment has now shifted to the ego feeding.

Recently, I lay in my BeLoved’s arms feeling happy and peacefully content with unconditional love.  I could feel his soul happily dancing right beside me, and yet, I could also feel his ego stirring.  How did we get to this place.  How did one text turn into twenty-fours hours of two individuals spending a wonderful moment in time.  Neither of us were sure; one thing was for certain, we wanted to enjoy our time together.

As his ego complained, I laid in the state of ‘just be’ and allowed my soul to encompass the totality of our Twin Flame selves; one soul, two lives. Celebrating our love in the way that suited us best at that moment.

twin-flame-partnership

My mind drifted to, we signed up to do this dance before we were even born.  I have loved you in numberless forms, in numberless times in life after life, age after forever my heart knows better than my mind…

I could tell when my BeLoved was speaking from his soul; understanding the totality of what Tru was saying to his BeLoved Amel. He used the word when we separated, his soul and just being.  Then fear would encroach on his ego and the ego would spit out its venom and the human form cringed.  It was not easy, at one point, I rattled back “we cannot hide who we truly are,” and my higher self walked in and brought out words of love. Creating a special space of ‘just be’ in the moment with the man who you love; and enjoy this moment, leaving us with more graceful moments.  My BeLoved’s soul reaching out to hold me so dearly and tenderly; a beautiful hug and kiss, moments of our gentle, tender love.

What will happen, what will be…the essense is return to the truth of the heart, soul and allow joy, peace and harmony to freely flow in a playful manner; just be.

Much Love and Light

Magical Blessings

Natasha