Have Reiki Will Travel-What is Long Distance Reiki.

By Natasha Botkin 

What is our Personal Energy Field? 

Our bodies are comprised of different energy levels that resonate at various levels and speeds: depending whether we are speaking of your physical body, emotional body, mental body or spiritual body.  The speed upon which our energies proceed is based on how everything is working together.  Thus, this creates an energy field that is formed around one.

Angel with heart rose

 

What is long distance Reiki

Long distance Reiki does hold the same similarities and effectiveness as in-person Reiki.   It is just the mode that is delivered differently. Therefore, a skilled Reiki Master can allocate Reiki to you in a distance setting.

Am I still receiving Reiki

Yes, one is still receiving Reiki.  The modality of Reiki is divinely limitless that which you seek, seeks you. In reverence, energy is energy, and the divine will designate what you need at this very moment.

What might I feel? 

Just as with in-person Reiki, one will feel their own individual experience.  This may be feeling sleepy or falling asleep, relaxed, peaceful, a surge of energies and so forth.  Please be sure to coordinate a time that is best for you to be present and enjoy the benefits of Reiki.

May you enjoy the benefits of Reiki.  

Yes I’d love to schedule a Reiki Session.

***Please check with your Reiki Master credentials.  

Natasha Publicity Photo 300 bI am a Reiki Master of the Usui Lineage.  If you are interested in scheduling a Reiki session with me or learning about to become a Reiki Practioner please contact me at  Magical Blessings Healing Center                                           

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,

                                          Natasha

 

 

 

 

 

By Natasha Botkin 

In the air is a peaceful love.  May you too experience peace of inside love, outside love and peaceful love.

Peaceful Love

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings, 

Natasha 

Internally Smacking My Head

by Natasha Botkin 

Can I just say UGH!!

I was at the Farmer’s Market.  One stand has a dear lady who loves her flowers; her clipping and arranging her flowers and her husband grumbling; her love, but he is there as one day, well he was informed he will stay.  I sat back and waited until the couple was ready…

Today, she asks what would you like; I say what do you believe me to need.  I see her reach for the lupines, and internally smacked my head.  Lupines, they are a beautiful, misunderstood flower.  They love to dance and heal with happiness and bring forth inner strength. The internal headsmack was the other part many do not know….these also bring the message of new opportunities to soon be discovered when one finds the way to have a positive outlook.  Lupine

Thank you so much angels and fairies! Positive outlook, well let’s see in the past month this has been my life….or rather crumble. 

Let’s see in a month’s time a family emergency with my autistic son deciding that looming graduation was too intense and made a rash decision that left us in crisis mode. Me battling to obtain what my son needs.  Stop telling me that I am the expert, I need help—he needs help!

Due to this I went on Family Medical Leave, the next day told that my teaching contract would not be renewed (one month prior when I looked into the harassing details that I was harboring on a daily basis-was told I would have a job–no matter what). So much for the no matter what!  I would have filed harassing paperwork, if I was not up to my eyeballs with crisis therapists, mental health therapist, etc.  The unexpected loss of my job, left me with little financially.  To top it all off, my BeLoved TwinFlame went MIA.  Seriously, he has his own stressors, but this is absurd.

A nagging feeling of trying to get my business up and going to support me.  Well, that has been frustrating! Then to really add mischief to all of this, the old lady home, really needs a new caretaker.  In my area, housing is beyond ridiculous, and I am finding traversing the world of help, is there is no help and have been labeled the working poor.

So when the lupine danced my way, I knew it was the divine’s way of saying enough.  Get off the pity party wagon that you are harboring off and on and dance sweet girl.  Have faith, trust and believe that I am doing what you need.

Remarkably, I am peacefully joyful with the latest level up.

Oh dear lupine, thank you for coming my way. I’ve placed you near the bed in hopes that sweet dreams may enter my sleeping realm, peace and comfort will return.  Be the watcher—-wait and see sweet girl, allow love to flow–you’ll be OK. 

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

Someone Called Me Brave

by Natasha Botkin

Winne the Pooh Brave Quote

The other day someone called me brave, and this stopped me in my thoughts.  Me brave, how? 

As my sister put it, “You are standing up for you.” You see I’ve been bullied and harassed, and this is not acceptable for anyone to encroach on another.

After my sister said this, Archangel Michael presents it another way. “Sweet girl, you have the heart of a child, but the bravery of a lion and do not get started on that mama grizzly bear.”  I smirk, because it is true.  In my life, I have had to face many obstacles.  Cancer that the doctors said I shouldn’t have survived, domestic violence and being the mother of two very dear crystal children (aka Autism), there is more much more.  God gives his bravest, most incredible individuals the toughest storms to weather.  God, can you please let me have some sun.  Shessh, I’ve weathered a few too many storms and this ship wants to come home: a life of grace, love, peace, joy and harmony.

I have not quite figured out if this blog is personal or for business.  You see, I have both.  Then, it dawned on me; yep it is always darkest before the dawn. That out of the darkness greatness will amass.  If I share my story, then hopefully another will have the courage to face an obstacle and free themselves.  It does not matter the obstacle, an obstacle is an obstacle.

I will live to spring forth a beautiful new life as I take this giant leap of faith.  I can see my angels, they have not left me a net; this time they have chosen to help me fly. my angels have given me wings to fly. I fly high to my mountain, hover and await the next steps to begin anew.

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

May You Have the Courage to Follow Your Heart

by Natasha Botkin 

Recently I said, “To know Roy is to love him.”  Roy is the esoteric name of this lifetime to my BeLoved-aka Twinflame.  You see, he is a quiet behind the scenes kind of guy.  So, when I mentioned, what if I used your name in my blog, he said, “I’d be fine with that.”  heart faith love hope

Yet, I was not being courageous to do so.  To know Roy is to love him, to know him is also to know that when he’s upset with you, oh dear.  He’s not violent, it’s more like the knowing of a twinflame all the way down to the core of the soul.  Who wants to be icy.

Definitely not me.  Usually, I am a happy, go-lucky kind of gal.  People would look at us, and I would smile and think, “Dare you to say it-ask me why two people who seem so different are together.”  Roy dressed from head to toe in black and me in pale, light colors.  Hey, at least we both have light hair: me sweet blonde, Roy a gorgeous silver both of us with incredible blue eyes that are known to spark and shine in ways that seem inhuman.

We spoke of this and neither of us could come up with how or why we feel in love.  We just did.  Or rather- the ‘Just Be,’ of our love shined through more often than not.

Unfortunately, like many twin flames we had a separation.  Roy the runner and me the surrenderer.  Good news is he did not run far.  I, often smirk on my way to work as I pass by the dismal location he chose only minutes from the house.

We had our beautiful reunion, just as I said we would.  Heaven knows, friends kept trying ot tell me to move on, set me up on dates.  My heart screaming, noooo-you need Roy, Amel needs Tru.

This past full moon sent many out of sorts.  including myself and Roy.  Have I heard from him? No. Do I give up on him? No.  A week ago, a little voice cried, “Amel, please don’t let Natasha give up on me/Roy, omg pleeeasse.” Roy’s higher self calling out, pleading.  It is not the soul, it’s the hurt heart that keeps Roy away.

I am placing a lighted path along with a map for Roy to make it back to his truth, his heart. Back to love, joy, peace and harmony.

Along a walk, this popped into my head.  I can write everything in my head and sit down and pop this out in moments.  What will Roy say when he sees his name all over here.  I am not sure. He could say, “Oh no, she didn’t,” or he could say, “Wow, she finally found her power and courage, that’s the woman I know and love and it’s about  time you showed up.” 

All I know is today, something kicked in and said, “It’s time!  Step up! Show your power and have the courage to love outloud!”  Here I am having the courage to shout to the world how much I love Roy!  What will happen for the two of us, only time will tell and the angels are not spilling the beans.  Begin to love anew.

Much love, light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

Uprising Souls

By Natasha Botkin 

Just awhile ago, I was listening to this song on the way to work, and to some it may seem like a bizarre resonation.  This afternoon as I was washing dishes and dancing through the kitchen trying to avoid the dog and stepping on the cat’s tail (Well do not get under my feet, while I am dancing); this song played on my playlist and again I felt a moment of well, hmmm.  Atlantis Crystal Pyramid

I have been told that I am a unique ascended master.  I smile and remind them that yes;  however, I vibrate to being a sacred heart high priestess with a more modern twist. The song that keeps appearing is “Uprising,” by Muse.  When one listens to it or views the lyrics, it may seem intense; some may feel, it sounds like being ready for a revolution.

We are ready for a revolution.  Done is the demonic black magic that plagues the earth.  Those of us who are awakening are in a way preparing for an uprising.  An uprising of souls ready to be brought back to energy beings having a peaceful human experience.  Yet, not with all the hatred, wars and plain discord.  Little by little those who are key players are moving into place, ready to shine their love and light to the world.  Mother Gaia so aptly receiving this love and ready to help aid in this plight.

Here is my unique twist, may you also find a song in your heart to dance with sending your joy out.  This in turn will bounce love and light to another, who will bounce this to yet another.  In turn we all are better off with happy, joyful souls dancing and enjoying our peaceful experience. “Time to rise up and take our Power back.” Muse

Much Love and Light!  Keep on dancing!

Magical Blessings, Natasha

The Past of One’s Mistakes Can Herald Through the Times….Release dear one

By Natasha Botkin

Natasha (Princess) and Roy (Knight)Recently, I was discussing with another how my past lives keep showing up.  Sometimes one at a time, sometimes many all at once.  One thing is for sure, the divine has me on overdrive and there are days where keeping up with human experiences are beyond overwhelming.

A week ago, I was underneath not one, but two different sinks to clear blocked drains.  As I am attempting to put the pipes back together a sob commences and the feeling of get ready shines through.  Oh no, water means deep emotions and how deep is this going to go.  It is not like we are ever given a definitive releasing map. It is, just the know that something is going to happen, and the happening will arise as needed.

How deep did this go.  Centuries back, back to when all of the troubles began for me and my twin flame. One thing happened which led my BeLoved to not act like himself and this led me to not act like myself.  I cannot say why I did not confess my sins (not really a sin–rather a massive mistake).  Instead, I have been trying correct this mistake over and over. My loving heart, shamed, how could I have allowed this to happen: I am of love.  It is almost like the movie “Groundhog Day,” except instead of reliving one particular moment.  Mine catapulted into lifetime after lifetime, trying so hard to hide this enormous mistake from my BeLoved, maybe this time, I can correct it, and thus, only to be heralded to untimely death after death.

Now, when I mention how deep–Oh it was deeper than the depths of most oceans.  Funny part about all of this, because I have to allocate the humor to something so large, is that my BeLoved in this lifetime loves to scuba dive.  One thing he taught me was no matter how intense the storm is at or near the surface, if you go down x amount of feet; yep, I have forgotten the exact amount, and yes he is spiritually smiling, as how am I ever going to learn to scuba dive, if I cannot recall the depth meters. The water will be calm X amount of feet down.

So when for the fourth time in a week, 2 clogged pipes, a clogged garbage disposal and a flooded basement. I decided it was time to give my BeLoved’s idea a whirl.  You see, my body reacted to all of this in a way that no longer serves me.  Anger exuded from me, and this left me in pain, not an emotional, a physical pain.  I have moved to my divine feminine and to feel the rage, anger, shame move through me brought out great amounts of physical pain.  My spiritual mentor helped me clear many energies, as this was not fully clearing with me–my BeLoved also physically pained and not behaving like himself…It was too deep, too intense.  So, she cleared the way for me to submerge myself into the deeper waters going down, down, down.

Dreamtime work brought forth my answers, my shame, my guilt; the worst part what will happen when my BeLoved twin flame realizes what I did.  Will he hate me, will he fear me, will he banish our love?  The beauty and surprise were “My silly girl, I have known all along, and have waited to hear the truth from you.  Why did you fear me?”  My response, “Do you wish to hear our truth or do you wish me to lie to you as all the others that fear you?”  My BeLoved, “Truth, and when did you ever fear me?”  My repose,  “One because of your mistake, you behaved in a way that was not like you; thus I made my mistake and I am ashamed of my mistake, I went into hiding, like a lost scared little girl and with each lifetime since have been put to death; deaths that did not belong to me, if I just shared with you–the truth. Now that I have come into my truth-I refuse to hide; my cloak of invisibility gone-I stand and shine my full glory of love and light for all to see!”

I have come to realize that the angst that created my BeLoved and my separation of this lifetime, stems from mistakes of centuries ago.  Spiritually, I have made amends with my BeLoved twin flame; I do not know have the knows of this lifetime and can only pray that his esoteric form can truly forgive me and accept my love, my light, my powerful high priestess self. For to know me is to love me.

Much Love and Light

Magical Blessings, Natasha