Divine Will and Free Will

by Natasha Botkin

The Other day, I sat in what is called “watcher mode.” In the metaphysical/spiritual realm this is about being in the ‘just be’ present moment. No judgement, no worries, no moving to the left or right, but rather steering the course.  I recalled Free willa conversation with my BeLoved.  Me making a divine statement, angels swirling the truth from my lips to speak his truth of wisdom to him.  You, see they had been attempting to grab his attention, and to no avail were unable to do so.  Months later, I step in saying to him, what they have been trying to have him hear. Even from my lips, his ego refused to believe.

As I sat in “watcher mode,” I am observing my BeLoved struggling with the result of his free will.  I mention,  “I tried to warn you.  Please listen to what I am saying this time.”  I will say here, what I said to him.  “Free will is the decision to go to an ice cream store and choose either chocolate or vanilla ice cream. Divine will is much more than that. Divine Will is whole and complete, and sees all things from beginning to end–past, present, and future–yet knows that the personality self must be expanded in gradual stages into this realization. It transcends the limits of the personality self which is encased in the world of form.”  My BeLoved’s egoistic response was I am always going to make my own choices.  I remind him of divine will and agreements that were rendered prior to our arrival on earth.  He scoffed at that idea; I internally shake my head, as I knew what I said was a mega warning, almost like a tsunami siren sounding, and he was that person who refused to heed the warning.

Listening to one’s angels, intuition, signs this all can help guide one to their truth.  My next statement was, “How is that backache working for ya?” The next moment was his response, “Do not even start.”  Me sending tons of love, light and Reiki to him, as I cannot stand to see the pain that his is in, hoping that maybe, just maybe the ego will allow to release him and he can move to his truth.

Angel heartThe angels dance around me, reminding me, that it can be changed.  He can come back aboard.  Never think that if you veer off course, you cannot return to divine will.  You can, all one has to do is ask, and the help will arrive.

Years ago, I had a dear crystal child tell me, “Never give up Ms. B., never give up.”  Am I giving up, no way.  Am I sending enormous amounts of love and light, holding space for my BeLoved, yes; something says do not give up and I will not.  There is an old saying, “One gives up just before the miracle happens.” Me saying to my BeLoved, ‘Forever by my side, your my golden sunshine.’

May you transcend your divine will and enjoy the beautiful moments that herald through!

Much love, light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

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May You Have the Courage to Follow Your Heart

by Natasha Botkin 

Recently I said, “To know Roy is to love him.”  Roy is the esoteric name of this lifetime to my BeLoved-aka Twinflame.  You see, he is a quiet behind the scenes kind of guy.  So, when I mentioned, what if I used your name in my blog, he said, “I’d be fine with that.”  heart faith love hope

Yet, I was not being courageous to do so.  To know Roy is to love him, to know him is also to know that when he’s upset with you, oh dear.  He’s not violent, it’s more like the knowing of a twinflame all the way down to the core of the soul.  Who wants to be icy.

Definitely not me.  Usually, I am a happy, go-lucky kind of gal.  People would look at us, and I would smile and think, “Dare you to say it-ask me why two people who seem so different are together.”  Roy dressed from head to toe in black and me in pale, light colors.  Hey, at least we both have light hair: me sweet blonde, Roy a gorgeous silver both of us with incredible blue eyes that are known to spark and shine in ways that seem inhuman.

We spoke of this and neither of us could come up with how or why we feel in love.  We just did.  Or rather- the ‘Just Be,’ of our love shined through more often than not.

Unfortunately, like many twin flames we had a separation.  Roy the runner and me the surrenderer.  Good news is he did not run far.  I, often smirk on my way to work as I pass by the dismal location he chose only minutes from the house.

We had our beautiful reunion, just as I said we would.  Heaven knows, friends kept trying ot tell me to move on, set me up on dates.  My heart screaming, noooo-you need Roy, Amel needs Tru.

This past full moon sent many out of sorts.  including myself and Roy.  Have I heard from him? No. Do I give up on him? No.  A week ago, a little voice cried, “Amel, please don’t let Natasha give up on me/Roy, omg pleeeasse.” Roy’s higher self calling out, pleading.  It is not the soul, it’s the hurt heart that keeps Roy away.

I am placing a lighted path along with a map for Roy to make it back to his truth, his heart. Back to love, joy, peace and harmony.

Along a walk, this popped into my head.  I can write everything in my head and sit down and pop this out in moments.  What will Roy say when he sees his name all over here.  I am not sure. He could say, “Oh no, she didn’t,” or he could say, “Wow, she finally found her power and courage, that’s the woman I know and love and it’s about  time you showed up.” 

All I know is today, something kicked in and said, “It’s time!  Step up! Show your power and have the courage to love outloud!”  Here I am having the courage to shout to the world how much I love Roy!  What will happen for the two of us, only time will tell and the angels are not spilling the beans.  Begin to love anew.

Much love, light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

The Power of ‘Just Be’

pansyThe power of ‘Just Be’ is not an easy one to follow for many.  It is not because you do not wish for the change.  Many often feel that they are creating, making the changes.  I sat watching another recently struggling, wanting to change; yet, the old patterns and beliefs tug and pull to the disbelieving state of mind.

That is just it.  It is a state of mind.  If it is in the mind, then ego brings forth its lies.  You see the ego lies and lies big time.  Even I have to sit back and seek peace, solace, my truth.  In today’s busy world this is not always easy; nor is it easy when others around one may not understand.

I am a sacred heart high priestess, this does not mean turn on a dime.  Often times, it is heralding the ancient, divine wisdom and needing to sit with my sacred heart.  Yet, there are people who do not understand this at all.  Placing me on the spot may not bring forth what you had wished.  I do need to be in the ‘Just Be’ state and may not even presently be in the third dimension.  Often times I will leave a hologram and slip into other dimensions.  Happily gliding amongst where I am truly needed in that moment.

Do not be afraid to speak up and say, hey give me a minute.  I will admit, I was unsure how to say this.  I mean, come on, how do I say to one who disbelieves, sorry I am not present, and am unavailable for an individual whose energies, I really wish to seek solace from, and now you are putting pressure on me to jump to your patterns and beliefs.  Phew!  I have become more adept at politely returning this back on to the individual who is impatient and wants it their way, right now.  You see, I was once one of those people and am so thankful that I am able to live in the ‘Just Be’ moment.

Recently, I sat back and listened to another speak of an experience she had with a psychic and my heart began to scream noooooo. I cannot stress enough, there is not one size fits all.  One can be given suggestions, guidance and wisdom;however, it is the individual who needs to tailor this to their needs.  Here at the Magical Blessings Healing Center; we can help wipe the slate clean, begin anew and help gently guide one in a manner that is for their personal best.  Please reach out for fees and times.

As a sacred heart high priestess, I do not utilize just one forum; I may speak with the angels, Archangel Michael has been with me since birth, or flower therapy or a speaking with animals, crystals, Reiki, etc. and etc. Again, what heralds forth is what one truly needs when they work with me.  My higher self sings forward much of the time and Amel is ever wise with ancient wisdom beginning with just a moment ago and diving back to Atlantis.  What I am saying is, hey do not get caught up in the but, allow your mind to shut down.  I had to tell my ego it was fired many times; even today, I will turn to my precarious mind keeper and say,” okay I need you to….”  One day soon, I need to draw up a sketch, he’s quite a character.

Archeangel Michael, “Dears ring true to you, go inside, listen to your heart, be true to your heart, not ego, disallow, disslove ego.” 

I am sharing my ‘Just Be” meditation here again, use this to bring yourself into the present moment, disallow noise, yep that means shut off that cell phone, because your ego will say, well I’ll just peek, no that does not work.  Be real, that is another I must stress be real, don’t lie to yourself.  Society lies so much, at least give yourself that respect and take that moment.  Even if it is for 10=15 minutes, the old adage that Rome wasn’t built-in a day is true, so it will be true for you as well.  It takes time to readjust old patterns and beliefs.

The links are at the top, but just in case here ya go…

Jump over to my Magical Blessings Healings Center Facebook page (lots of ideas and suggestions that herald forward)

https://www.facebook.com/magicalblessingshealingcenter

Or to my Twitter account

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“Dear Ones, be kind to you, your heart, your soul.  Your heart is the strongest energy that you herald.  Quiet the mind, quiet the ego and allow your heart to sing. One moment, one step and soon you’ll be buzzing.” -Amel 

Much Love and Light!

Magical Blessings, Natasha

Refresh, Renew…

by Natasha Botkin                              Violet white lady breath

“Clear the soul, to clear the mind; clear the mind to clear the slate.  Wipe the slate clean and begin anew; that was then and this is now.”  -Amel

It seems that where ever I turn, I look and something is new.  Even if it is old, it is now new to me.  So much released that did not belong.  Forms do not need recognition.  Give it time, give it form; it solidifies, should it….

I was recently speaking with my BeLoved and he brought up an argument that we had years back.  I had no knowledge of what he speaks; and yet when he gave it form, I saw, felt, very much disliked the discord that it was.  He looked at me, “You really do not know, nor remember, how is this possible?”

To truly resonate in my higher self, that which does not belong to the dream fades, dissolves, melts away.  Yes, his words brought forth the time, the form, the angst.  At one point tears streaming down my eyes, no please no, don’t bring it to life.  Me trying to wash away the form; my BeLoved ever attentive, “don’t bite your tongue, just say it.”  Me responding, “I am choosing my words very carefully. As soon as this conversation is done, this will end, the form, the time will be done…thy will be done, it will no longer live, breathe no more; it does not belong to you, to me, to us.”  Yes this conversation was very much necessary; the time and form bringing forth what happened to be resolved.  Grateful that it is now resolved, no more; thy will be done, gone, poof, vanish…..and ever thankful for my patient BeLoved, so patient, so tender, so gentle.

How often does one resonate with something over and over to breathe life into a form, a time that really should be shapeless, formless.  Bringing forth to life just what one does not want.

This is not easy to do. I, often find that those who have ascended and vibrate at a higher level understand my pause. Those who have not, wish to rush me, and I refuse to engage in their antics.  “That was then and this is now,” – Amel, rings true for me in many forums.

Take that moment to breathe, to pause, to choose your words.  Only then can you be, say what you are meant to say and be in the ‘just be’ -Amel,  moment. That is what is important, all the rest will just fall away as it needs.

Much Love and Light.

Magical Blessings, Natasha

Spark the Love Within

By Natasha Botkin

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As the full moon approached, my heart began to be a motor; as the full moon came closer the motor turned into a generator.  A generator of love.  Feeling, thriving on an essence of the most beautifully auspicious manner.  There are no true words to describe what commenced; humanistic wants marks, time, form.  This is where ascension heralds the calling of the soul and to ‘Just Be.’

Amel, my higher self-shining in her luminous, crystalline glory.  Amel, does not show up just to brag, nor say hello and it is only recently that I am able to view her glory; others saying, giving me an idea as to when I move into my higher self; me unaware as I do not walk around with a mirror, checking and rechecking to see her- feeling a high vibration of simple, graeful elegance. I feel so incredibly blessed to be a high priestess of truth, love and light.

The most beautiful moment is the accepting in truth of who one truly is and allowing this to commence.  Walking in the divine feminine has brought forth many lovely moments.  Moments that are again beyond words. I will end with…“a beauty that blossoms from the depths of your soul, a light that shines forward, onward, go my dear beautiful one.” 

Magical Blessings of Love and Light!

Natasha

Blessed be the Crystal Children of the World

By Natasha Botkin  Crystal children angelTime will not stop forever.When did Time start and when will it end?

It depends on Time itself.

Time will answer back if every being in the universe tells it to stop.

Will it stop if everyone wishes it to stop from the bottom of their hearts?

This depends on all of you.

–unknown Crystal Child

Twenty-four years ago, I began my journey being a keeper of a crystal child.  I have been blessed twice over and am the mom of two crystal children.

To explain a crystal child is to know a crystal child.  They are all quite special and unique fostering the quality that sets them apart from the typical human esoteric form.  They have beautiful, large eyes that can make most uncomfortable.  Why is this true; it is like they are able to look right into your soul.  They do, they are.  In fact crystal children are quite intuitive; and yet, somehow, I was blessed with one in particular who refuses to admit to this fact.

Their auras shine with pastel colors. They are playful, then again they are like old souls for their age.  Often wondering why they are considered to be the odd ones.  In truth, they are not.  They are more true to their heart, their truth than most would suspect.  They may not seem as if they are interested; then upon asking them a question, one discovers that they had been in fact listening.  They sparkle with unconditional love, the way that the divine created us to be.  This causes them to be quite sensitive; they can feel others emotions.

Crystal children seem to have a difficult time being taught and struggle with teachers.  “Why does this person think they are teaching me, I already know it.”  One of my youngest son’s famous topics.  They live in the present ‘Just Be’ moment; something that is super important and be able to do.

I am going to step out a bit more.  Say something not routinely discussed about crystal children.  These dear souls are loving, kind, do not like confrontations and are usually misunderstood.  In fact, I just described an autistic child.  They are one in the same.  An autistic individual is pure, full of love, dislikes conflict, loves crystals, rocks, nature.  They are super sensitive to environmental changes.  Changes of any kind are difficult for them, why do they have to keep changing to keep up with what is ultimately so wrong.

Due to their open hearts, they seek out like-minded individuals.  Society saying that they are non-neurotypical and antisocial.  They do not like meanness; therefore why would they wish to join into society’s harsh critiques and manners.  They are of pure heart and soul.  They adore music, they know how to listen the music of their soul.  Crystal heart

To love one on the autistic spectrum is to love a crystal child.  However, these children are now growing into young adults.  As a mom it is difficult to view my older son’s struggles.  He is such a wonderful young man, and does not understand the norms or the politics of the workplace, society expectations. “What is wrong with people?” As my youngest is beginning to enter adulthood, I wonder what will happen for him.

Crystal Light ElderI wish to foster, address and guide these beautiful individuals.  Over the years, other crystal children have come to me in many different avenues. One day my higher self vortexes my insight, “You are a crystal elder. As you ascend into mastery, you become more crystalline. If you build it, they will come.”  What an absolutely beautiful gift to be chosen for.

I have the know of what to build and wait for the moment in time to hear “It’s time.”

Dear Crystal children you are so dearly loved and treasured.  Go forth and be the beauty that you are and help those around you; you have a wonderful insight as to the truth of light and truth of love.

Magical Blessings

Much Love and Light

Natasha

Grounding “Earthing” Meditation

by Natasha Botkin

When I began blogging, my oldest son suggested that I move a bit more modern into the vlogging social media world.  So, here I am.  I realize that during this journey, I will have to locate a decent video editing program.  The last one was awesome, that is until I uploaded and found their name throughout my video. One step at a time….

We just went through Winter Solstice where Mother Gaia was gently reminding us to slow down.  I hope that you were able to have a few moments to rest and relax during the holidays.

I know that I was able to walk along a favorite location of mine.  Water is an important element for me, and I just adore the seal who greets me or the one lopsided seagull who dive bombs the other water birds. IMAG0360

The angels have strongly reminded me that with Winter Solstice just passing and the new energies of 2015, grounding/earthing is an important element to incorporate within one’s busy schedule.  This is a way to connect with the energies of Mother Gaia, and she loves to share her energies.

This takes only a few moments out of the day.  Happy grounding/earthing!

Much Love and Light

Magical Blessings

Natasha