A Funny Way to Relaxation

by Natasha Botkin

Triangle HeartRelaxing, has been a foreign concept to me.  There are many books, courses, videos all about relaxing.  Consequently, this has not been an easy part of a journey for me.  I was born with “ants in my pants,” and yet I do not have ADHD.

I hope that you are able to enjoy the comical vlog of my being introduced to relaxing.  Am I a master at relaxing, let’s just say that my teacher may need to re-teach me the art of relaxation.

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

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Someone Called Me Brave

by Natasha Botkin

Winne the Pooh Brave Quote

The other day someone called me brave, and this stopped me in my thoughts.  Me brave, how? 

As my sister put it, “You are standing up for you.” You see I’ve been bullied and harassed, and this is not acceptable for anyone to encroach on another.

After my sister said this, Archangel Michael presents it another way. “Sweet girl, you have the heart of a child, but the bravery of a lion and do not get started on that mama grizzly bear.”  I smirk, because it is true.  In my life, I have had to face many obstacles.  Cancer that the doctors said I shouldn’t have survived, domestic violence and being the mother of two very dear crystal children (aka Autism), there is more much more.  God gives his bravest, most incredible individuals the toughest storms to weather.  God, can you please let me have some sun.  Shessh, I’ve weathered a few too many storms and this ship wants to come home: a life of grace, love, peace, joy and harmony.

I have not quite figured out if this blog is personal or for business.  You see, I have both.  Then, it dawned on me; yep it is always darkest before the dawn. That out of the darkness greatness will amass.  If I share my story, then hopefully another will have the courage to face an obstacle and free themselves.  It does not matter the obstacle, an obstacle is an obstacle.

I will live to spring forth a beautiful new life as I take this giant leap of faith.  I can see my angels, they have not left me a net; this time they have chosen to help me fly. my angels have given me wings to fly. I fly high to my mountain, hover and await the next steps to begin anew.

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

Receiving Does Not Make One Weak

Receiving Does Not Make One Weak

By Natasha Botkin

If we look at the genus name  or the eucalyptus flower, it is derived from the Greek eu, meaning “well”, and kalyptos, eucalyptus flowermeaning “cover.” This name refers to the well-covered flower buds – a very fruitful tree.  If we look to ancient symbolism this is a tree of wealthy abundance and foretelling.  If we look to an angelic meaning this about removing the barriers to allow your angels to assist you in receiving your miracles.

Almost a year ago, I was given the idea of “if you build it they will come.” Now, I have to admit, I took this a bit too literal and thought love the movie Field of Dreams and enjoy baseball; but have no desire to build a baseball field in the middle of a farm.  My angels find me quite humorous and shake their heads, no, no that is not what we mean.

Eventually, I did understand their meaning and this began an enormous journey.  Much of which is still progressing, much like a work in progress. I, so wish I could say that transformational mystery school of Atlantis was up and running. You see, I have had to learn to adjust to receiving.

One thing that I have a bad habit of, is being the naysayer and sage that people seek out; yet, do they truly help, assist me.  No, in truth they greedily grab the love and light, and my dear sweet soul is like, we are done with that.  You need to receive , there is no way you can continue on, alone on this journey.  I remind Amel, what about Tru.  She smiles, “Aw our BeLoved, what about him?”  My response, “he is supposed to join me in his esoteric form, and yet my BeLoved Twin Flame plays with the demonic ego allowing his ego to be fed of the lies; how will he ever join me, if he continues to allow the lies to hurt him, hurt me, hurt we.  One moment, we are in sync and all is well and the next, he is off lost in translation fueling himself with fear. ” Amel reminds me, “Patience dear one.” Add in a million sighs, yes I do have my own downward moments and that is one that makes me sigh a deep heavy, are you kidding me kind of sigh.

Sorry, I was off on a tangent.  Anyways, receiving is not easy for me.  I used to think due to old pattern and beliefs that it was a sign of weakness; “a strong person can do it all.” If I look to my maternal grandmother, she did it all, my maternal grandfather quite immature and held down a job, but that was about it.  Pretty much the same for the paternal grandparents as well.  So I learned to take care of me, by being independent.

One of my dear crystal children students recently told to me, “Ms. Botkin, you cannot do it all. You are tired by just trying to be you. Do people know how tough it is to do the things we cannot speak.  These stupid humans do not see, nor will they.”  Out of the mouth of babes!  Well said my dear one!

In truth, it was lies that my ego fed me.  I cannot do it all.  I am weary, I need help.  In steps that symbolic reminder from my angels of the sweet eucalyptus flower.  One this is about wealthy abundance and allowing me to receive.  This is a work in progress, one moment I receive a beautiful pillow from a friend and the next I am, oh dear.  As a child, I was the “do over” queen.  So I have to press the “do over” button and begin anew.

The eucalyptus flower calling out to me, reminding me. I am sitting back and allowing my angels to work their miracles with me, guide me by allowing the ability to receive.  As Archangel Michael has stated, “You are much stronger when you teach, step back and allow you students to do this on their own; however, dear, you also need to be the student of allowing and receiving. Miracles abound dear one.” 

May you also allow the ability to receive.  Much Love and Light!

Magical Blessings, Natasha

Rock on Crystals of the World

By Natasha Botkin 

Atlantis Crystal Pyramid

I work with very special, unique students and many are crystal children.  Sadly, they are quite misunderstood.  Trying so hard to fit into a mold that society has deemed necessary to be “normal/ neuro-typical.” It is completely unfair to be expected to fit into society’s cavity, when crystal souls are closer to what is the ideation of the divine.

The newest addition to my realm, reminded me of the daunting task of trying to fit in.  Again a misunderstood individual being made to believe that this individual is aloof. During a meeting with me, I said to this student, “I am not like any teacher that you have ever met or will meet.” The student smiled and whole heartedly agreed.  This put a beautiful smile on this student’s face, creating a sense of much-needed comfort. Our conversation evolved to what would help this dear one be more successful, and how I can help support this beautiful journey.  This wonderful conversation, ending with, “Rock on Ms. B!”

This student loves rock music, and after our discussion the first song on my playlist that played over my lil soul’s audio speakers was “We Will Rock You.”  I pleasantly smiled and enjoyed this grace filled moment and allowed the download to begin.  The wisdom pouring into my heart center in a most auspicious manner.

Which made me glance at my rear view mirror making me beam with even more joy!  Hanging from my rear view mirror is an angel surrounded by various crystals.  In a most wonderful manner, I went home to my two beautiful crystals. I walked through the door smiling at them, being gracious to be blessed with their presence!

Crystal children adore crystals. My oldest son has his own special collection in his loft area, and yet he is in the main living area of the house sitting beside crystals in the home.  My youngest son also lying right next to the area.  What are they listening to, but a parody by Weird Al in lieu of rock music.

Again a smile crosses my face; crystal children and their crystals and the music that fuels their dear sweet souls.

In lieu of all of these marvelous, wonderous souls.  May you “Rock On” or “Crystal On” while fueling your soul with delightful music.

Much Love and Light!

Magical Blessings, Natasha

Blessed be the Crystal Children of the World

By Natasha Botkin  Crystal children angelTime will not stop forever.When did Time start and when will it end?

It depends on Time itself.

Time will answer back if every being in the universe tells it to stop.

Will it stop if everyone wishes it to stop from the bottom of their hearts?

This depends on all of you.

–unknown Crystal Child

Twenty-four years ago, I began my journey being a keeper of a crystal child.  I have been blessed twice over and am the mom of two crystal children.

To explain a crystal child is to know a crystal child.  They are all quite special and unique fostering the quality that sets them apart from the typical human esoteric form.  They have beautiful, large eyes that can make most uncomfortable.  Why is this true; it is like they are able to look right into your soul.  They do, they are.  In fact crystal children are quite intuitive; and yet, somehow, I was blessed with one in particular who refuses to admit to this fact.

Their auras shine with pastel colors. They are playful, then again they are like old souls for their age.  Often wondering why they are considered to be the odd ones.  In truth, they are not.  They are more true to their heart, their truth than most would suspect.  They may not seem as if they are interested; then upon asking them a question, one discovers that they had been in fact listening.  They sparkle with unconditional love, the way that the divine created us to be.  This causes them to be quite sensitive; they can feel others emotions.

Crystal children seem to have a difficult time being taught and struggle with teachers.  “Why does this person think they are teaching me, I already know it.”  One of my youngest son’s famous topics.  They live in the present ‘Just Be’ moment; something that is super important and be able to do.

I am going to step out a bit more.  Say something not routinely discussed about crystal children.  These dear souls are loving, kind, do not like confrontations and are usually misunderstood.  In fact, I just described an autistic child.  They are one in the same.  An autistic individual is pure, full of love, dislikes conflict, loves crystals, rocks, nature.  They are super sensitive to environmental changes.  Changes of any kind are difficult for them, why do they have to keep changing to keep up with what is ultimately so wrong.

Due to their open hearts, they seek out like-minded individuals.  Society saying that they are non-neurotypical and antisocial.  They do not like meanness; therefore why would they wish to join into society’s harsh critiques and manners.  They are of pure heart and soul.  They adore music, they know how to listen the music of their soul.  Crystal heart

To love one on the autistic spectrum is to love a crystal child.  However, these children are now growing into young adults.  As a mom it is difficult to view my older son’s struggles.  He is such a wonderful young man, and does not understand the norms or the politics of the workplace, society expectations. “What is wrong with people?” As my youngest is beginning to enter adulthood, I wonder what will happen for him.

Crystal Light ElderI wish to foster, address and guide these beautiful individuals.  Over the years, other crystal children have come to me in many different avenues. One day my higher self vortexes my insight, “You are a crystal elder. As you ascend into mastery, you become more crystalline. If you build it, they will come.”  What an absolutely beautiful gift to be chosen for.

I have the know of what to build and wait for the moment in time to hear “It’s time.”

Dear Crystal children you are so dearly loved and treasured.  Go forth and be the beauty that you are and help those around you; you have a wonderful insight as to the truth of light and truth of love.

Magical Blessings

Much Love and Light

Natasha