Nobodys’ Thinking About You

By Natasha Botkin 

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A-ha, hopefully the title caught your eye.  No, this is not a put down about you or how much you are unloved.  Rather this is a moment of “nobody was ever thinking about you, anyhow.” – Elizabeth Gilbert quote of an unknown individual.  

Where did this stem from? The other day while I am walking along, my higher self and I are internally conversing, when I hear, “Goodness, just how old are you?” A lady had chosen in this moment, to decipher my wardrobe, but that is hindsight to her next comment, “I love when a woman has balls!”  

My response was, “Okay, you have my attention, what gives?” Upon which she repsonds, You are fearless to walk along here dressed in this manner-everyone else is dressed in workout gear.” I look at my clothing, I have on a simple red dress, gray tights, black knee high boots and my favorite brown cloak; in fact I look down right cute.  Or maybe that is what she was referring, too.  We continue to converse about how so many people are afraid to just be themselves; they worry so much about what others may say or do.  So, I ask, “Why did you ask my age?”  She responds with, “Darling, you have an air of an old soul, and yet I feel a heart of a child, you must really confuse people.”  I chuckle, “You have no idea!” 

We parted from our conversation, and my higher self chimes in, “See sweet girl, you know what you must do- now go forth with the fearlessness that you hold within.” 

I leave you with, be you: Dance as if no one is watching, jump in those puddles, have fun; because in truth “nobody was thinking about you.” 

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings, 

Natasha 

 

Facebook/Falsebook: Which Book, Which Story?

by Natasha Botkin

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I’ve recently read posts, blogs and such from others crying out for help from Facebook:  their cries are all about the depression and anxiety that Facebook has created for them.

Falsebook, Facebook……stories, they are stories of one’s life.  As another scrolls down this can lead to anxiety, panic attacks and depression.  Look at this person all happy, why can’t I get it together.  Look at the success of this individual, why can’t I be successful.

Let’s look from another perspective.  The one word that resonates is book….these are one’s story and not all stories are of truth; some spin big tales.  As a master intuitive and behavioral specialist, I often sit in observation mode smiling at the placating falseness and mistruth that one can often produce. Now this is not to say that all are; but they do exist more than others may realize.

Let me share a dear story: Years ago, I had one of the most intense story telling students.  She could spin quite the tale!!  After several meetings with her Grandmother, I looked at Grandma and said, “She will become the most incredible author.” Grandma amused, but not understanding, I then say, “She tells the greatest stories-now to filter out which is truth and which is fantasy is what a master teacher must muster.”  This Grandmother who was usually quite challenging – laughed, so hard tears puddled from her eyes.  This was not the first meeting, nor probably the last about the storytelling concern of her granddaughter; this brought forth a calmer, more peaceful manner to help her granddaughter write, and the last time I saw this young lady; she showed me her writing portfolio; awww, the stories that she created were purely fantasy, but a less harmful fantasy, as these are stories to entertain.

What does this have to do with Facebook, stories and feeling less than thereof.  Well, first if one does not have depression nor anxiety, then it is difficult to truly walk that walk.  However, those who do, do not fret dear ones as this is a book and in a book there are many chapters, characters and such.  Some characters you will love, some you will not and some of the things that is said and done, well it can make ya blush.

Ways to help to release an anxious moment or when it feels to big:

#1 Meditation:  If you find yourself overwhelmed and wanting to scream as you scroll.  Close your eyes, place your left hand on your heart and your right hand just above your navel.  Take a deep breath into the count of three (3).  Hold for three counts (3).  Exhale and as you breathe out place your fretful thought into a pink bubble and blow this away for three (counts).  On the last count pop it.  It is no more.  pink bubble

#2 No worries- Oh yes there are worries, it is still there:  It is not, it is a memory, a pattern, a block from the ego (Edging God Out) and this is not tru.  Repeat, this time stand up to your ego and say, “I fear you no more, I release that which does not serve; dear god I surrender the beastly to thee.”  Repeat the breathing moment for a total of 3 times.  Stupendously Be. 

In the end, what does this mean.  Never ever give up on you. Create your own story and enjoy your chapter, the good, the bad, the ugly.  In fact, look at it from another view, what story can you create.  This does not have to be negative, or one story, it can be many, fun, fantasy, everlasting, loving what your heart desires.  This is about your truth, your heart, your love to you.  You are a magnificent light being!!


Unblocking to Love Series: 

Yes, the Magical Blessing Healing Center offers readings, clearings; there is also a fun, creative side as well.  Wisdom pours forth from one’s heart in the most dearest of manners: creative play, writing and art form.

For example, the  Color My Soul course is about soul intuitive drawing.  This is drawing from the soul; but not in the traditional manner; we will learn how to work with chakra colors and spirit colors to create a soul drawing direct from your heart and soul.

This is a prerequisite for the Words of Wisdom course: Words are powerful! With this course let’s open you up by bringing forth the words that your heart and soul wish you to know.

Then there is also Write for Your Soul courseWe will combine the previous courses Color My Soul and Words of Wisdom to go even deeper, writing from your soul and see all amazing possibilities shine through.

And this is just the beginning to opening the portal……  Magical Blessings Healing Center Portal – Opening the Portal to your tru heart.

Click on the link, and this will take you directly to the Creative Discovery of Heart page at Magical Blessing Healings Center  .

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings, 

Natasha 

 

30 Positive Affirmations Discovery & ecourse

by Natasha Botkin 

A surge sparked and rejuvinated within me.  I wrote my story for an upcoming novel, “365 Ways to Connect With Your Soul.” The reason I say surged is there was timelapse between when I completed the 30 Day Positive Affirmations Discovery for my own personal spiritual growth and the editors edits.

With the arrival of the edits, I had a beautiful moment of just how much I have grown since my discovery juncture.  My heart leaps with excitement for not only the upcoming book, but also for the creatation of my ecourse.

2014-07-30 11.18.1830 Positive Affirmations Discovery: This is an e-course helping one to open up by writing, taking photos and creating their own positive affirmations by allowing your heart’s wisdom to speak in a whole new way.  The ecourse is $90 and created by me Natasha the Owner/Founder of the Magical Blessings Healing Center (this will give your an ideal of the course).  I am an Elemental Sacred Heart High Priestess with the gifts of being a Multi-Dimenstional Master Intuitive Energy Healer.  

Once you click on the Magical Blessings Healing Center  link(this will take you straight to the booking system. Please do not worry about the timeclick any of the times available; this will generate a way to book the ecourse,  pay and voila the ecourse will be sent to your email.  May you enjoy this Powerfully, Uplifting ecourse!

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings, 

Natasha 

Blessed be the Crystal Children of the World

By Natasha Botkin  Crystal children angelTime will not stop forever.When did Time start and when will it end?

It depends on Time itself.

Time will answer back if every being in the universe tells it to stop.

Will it stop if everyone wishes it to stop from the bottom of their hearts?

This depends on all of you.

–unknown Crystal Child

Twenty-four years ago, I began my journey being a keeper of a crystal child.  I have been blessed twice over and am the mom of two crystal children.

To explain a crystal child is to know a crystal child.  They are all quite special and unique fostering the quality that sets them apart from the typical human esoteric form.  They have beautiful, large eyes that can make most uncomfortable.  Why is this true; it is like they are able to look right into your soul.  They do, they are.  In fact crystal children are quite intuitive; and yet, somehow, I was blessed with one in particular who refuses to admit to this fact.

Their auras shine with pastel colors. They are playful, then again they are like old souls for their age.  Often wondering why they are considered to be the odd ones.  In truth, they are not.  They are more true to their heart, their truth than most would suspect.  They may not seem as if they are interested; then upon asking them a question, one discovers that they had been in fact listening.  They sparkle with unconditional love, the way that the divine created us to be.  This causes them to be quite sensitive; they can feel others emotions.

Crystal children seem to have a difficult time being taught and struggle with teachers.  “Why does this person think they are teaching me, I already know it.”  One of my youngest son’s famous topics.  They live in the present ‘Just Be’ moment; something that is super important and be able to do.

I am going to step out a bit more.  Say something not routinely discussed about crystal children.  These dear souls are loving, kind, do not like confrontations and are usually misunderstood.  In fact, I just described an autistic child.  They are one in the same.  An autistic individual is pure, full of love, dislikes conflict, loves crystals, rocks, nature.  They are super sensitive to environmental changes.  Changes of any kind are difficult for them, why do they have to keep changing to keep up with what is ultimately so wrong.

Due to their open hearts, they seek out like-minded individuals.  Society saying that they are non-neurotypical and antisocial.  They do not like meanness; therefore why would they wish to join into society’s harsh critiques and manners.  They are of pure heart and soul.  They adore music, they know how to listen the music of their soul.  Crystal heart

To love one on the autistic spectrum is to love a crystal child.  However, these children are now growing into young adults.  As a mom it is difficult to view my older son’s struggles.  He is such a wonderful young man, and does not understand the norms or the politics of the workplace, society expectations. “What is wrong with people?” As my youngest is beginning to enter adulthood, I wonder what will happen for him.

Crystal Light ElderI wish to foster, address and guide these beautiful individuals.  Over the years, other crystal children have come to me in many different avenues. One day my higher self vortexes my insight, “You are a crystal elder. As you ascend into mastery, you become more crystalline. If you build it, they will come.”  What an absolutely beautiful gift to be chosen for.

I have the know of what to build and wait for the moment in time to hear “It’s time.”

Dear Crystal children you are so dearly loved and treasured.  Go forth and be the beauty that you are and help those around you; you have a wonderful insight as to the truth of light and truth of love.

Magical Blessings

Much Love and Light

Natasha

Peaceful Ascension

By Natasha Botkin 

Recently as I drove down the road watching commuters battling out for a space in the line of traffic, I sat back and thought why?  Why does one cram themselves into a line that does not go much further than one car length.  This brought me back to a conversation with my spiritual teacher.  Steer the course, do not ver to the left or right.  A song plays over the speakers, the lyrics of a change, a battle, of peace….

Which brought me back to a moment, a moment of an exchange with a wise woman.  A stranger really to me, all of my life, I have people stop and tell me their life stories.  My children often asking why would a stranger tell me that?  I have just accepted that people come to me to tell their stories.  Sometimes, they need a wise voice of innate wisdom to shine forward without judgement, without conviction, a person to listen, to help them release this.  Satinglass spiral

This lady looked at me and said, “Wow an ascended one, I’ve never met one in person before and you look nothing like I would think an ascended one should look like.”  I remember looking at her and wondering, but not saying anything, as I knew she had a story that she would share; and what a beautiful story it was.  It wasn’t the story; it was what she said, this was years ago; “ascended, ascension; isn’t for  the faint of heart and it will take much energy, love and light dear one, be prepared as it will come and you will easily glide up the spiral.” 

At the time, I was preparing for a major divorce and custody battle.  Little did I know that was much easier than ascension.  My spiritual teacher will gently guide me, and yet the human psyche at first wanted the ego to rage, bark and scream.  Almost like a two-year old not being allowed to have a cookie before dinner.  Yet, this is going to happen, go with grace and it will come with ease.  Some has been filled full of ease, and some would be easier to deal with a two-year old having a tantrum.

Come back to peace, love and light.  In steps the next wise woman, I am walking in the store and ran right into her.  She remarks, “Darlin, get your head out of the clouds.”  I look her, smile and say,“Ha clouds, that too easy, try galactic travel or what dimension did I float off to, traversing the mundane of today’s humanistic mess.”  She smiled and replies, “Ascension is not easy, especially in the modern ways.  You do not look like one, so many may not even realize. It’s not the appearance; it’s the light, the love that matters.” 

I am a special education, so I am a pro at what is called “wait time.”  Well, I am a pro with others, “wait time,”  me well in truth, I am not usually a slow learner, and  yet, may need an accelerated IEP to slow my horses, so to speak. (As my spiritual teacher often says, “Dear the Aries in you.”)   I look at her and wait, she smiles a big grin and says, “Dear one, you are doing much better than you give yourself credit for; however patience is necessary. The biggest patience that you need is your own transformation to ascension. you are almost across that bridge to a major level up, be patient.  Years ago, you were told that you do not look like an ascended one, in truth, you’re a more modern version. Your spiritual mentor has recently given you knowledge of the changes that will come.”  Then she smiles and says, “Be Kind, Rewind,” and instance is gone, I look around the aisle and do not see her.

Slowly, I approach the checkout; barely able to speak to anyone, and yet like moths to the light people dance around me.  I pay for my items and sit in my vehicle.  No thoughts, nothing, just sit and allow the wisdom that was also downloaded settle and absorb into my light.

The latest wise woman, was the same week as recent the crystal light activation January 2015, the full moon and just after the winter solstice.  It has taken me a bit to settle into the next step.  One moment, I am walking in the divine feminine goddess of innate wisdom that heralds the divine wisdom of love and light; and the next I am submerged in a hot bath trying to release the negative energies that seems to want to invade my aura.

And in truth, I do not wear flowy robes, probably never will. I am more of a mover. singer, dancer with the heart of a youth filled full of love and light. Hence the comment “Be Kind, Rewind.” Go back to my heart, my joy, my peaceful grace.  One thing that has come about with the crystal light activation is peace, harmony and joy.  We need much more of it.  If ya feel like dancing, dance; if you feel like singing, sing.  Life is to be lived and enjoyed with a beauty that is deep within us all.

Magical Blessings of love and light!

Natasha