The Voice of Authenticity

By Natasha Botkin 

Have you heard the whispers in the air, the lull of the moon, the dance of the waves…

One thing is for sure, 2016 will not allow you to hide, procrastinate and ignore.  The energy vibes are calling, whispering, saying your truth and the more that you try to ignore or hide, the stronger the vibes may become.  

It is like 2016 is standing up and saying enough, enough with your shenanghans.  I am here in the now; now follow me.  

The old adage of fake it until you make it, no longer rings true.  The toll of the bell, rings of love, of truth, of light.  

Now, this is not to say, that there will be those, who insist on “their way” with the idea of “free will.”  I am here to gently emphasize that this is a 9 year in numerology, and the karmic energies are here to remind you; good or bad, but karma would like your attention and this will not sulk away, as it would in the past.  

Here are a few ways to show up in an authentic manner, which can calm the storm of the lesson if you allow. 

Ask yourself are you authentically expressing:

  1. A feeling 
  2. An emotion (allowing yourself to feel this emotion)   Do not ignore it, this will tighten its grip- Breathe in and out as the emotion happens.
  3. A thought
  4. Is this a feeling, emotion or thought? 
  5. Where did the feeling, emotion or thought originate from? Pay careful attention to the signs that your emotional body is sending to your etheric body (i.e.  is your chest tight- then breath into your heart center and allow the emotion to flow in and out of you-almost like an ocean wave). 
  6. Is this actually a belief?  What is the illusion that you are trying to convince yourself as your truth?

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The old adage of fake it til your make it, is an old adage, pattern and belief; the awakened conscious is no longer tolerant of these shenanghans.  And like an alligator these are bubbling up to the surface.  

                                                          

 “Toil, toil, toil and trouble….” bubble, bubble bubble.

Place those woes in a pink bubble.  Take a deep breath, breath the woe into the pink bubble and gentle blow this away.  As the pink bubble leaves you, you may ask an angel to take it from you and/or request for them to help you pop it.    pink bubble

Awwww, this feels so much lighter, so much better.

May you feel light and love.

 

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings, 

Natasha 

 

 

 

Divine Will and Free Will

by Natasha Botkin

The Other day, I sat in what is called “watcher mode.” In the metaphysical/spiritual realm this is about being in the ‘just be’ present moment. No judgement, no worries, no moving to the left or right, but rather steering the course.  I recalled Free willa conversation with my BeLoved.  Me making a divine statement, angels swirling the truth from my lips to speak his truth of wisdom to him.  You, see they had been attempting to grab his attention, and to no avail were unable to do so.  Months later, I step in saying to him, what they have been trying to have him hear. Even from my lips, his ego refused to believe.

As I sat in “watcher mode,” I am observing my BeLoved struggling with the result of his free will.  I mention,  “I tried to warn you.  Please listen to what I am saying this time.”  I will say here, what I said to him.  “Free will is the decision to go to an ice cream store and choose either chocolate or vanilla ice cream. Divine will is much more than that. Divine Will is whole and complete, and sees all things from beginning to end–past, present, and future–yet knows that the personality self must be expanded in gradual stages into this realization. It transcends the limits of the personality self which is encased in the world of form.”  My BeLoved’s egoistic response was I am always going to make my own choices.  I remind him of divine will and agreements that were rendered prior to our arrival on earth.  He scoffed at that idea; I internally shake my head, as I knew what I said was a mega warning, almost like a tsunami siren sounding, and he was that person who refused to heed the warning.

Listening to one’s angels, intuition, signs this all can help guide one to their truth.  My next statement was, “How is that backache working for ya?” The next moment was his response, “Do not even start.”  Me sending tons of love, light and Reiki to him, as I cannot stand to see the pain that his is in, hoping that maybe, just maybe the ego will allow to release him and he can move to his truth.

Angel heartThe angels dance around me, reminding me, that it can be changed.  He can come back aboard.  Never think that if you veer off course, you cannot return to divine will.  You can, all one has to do is ask, and the help will arrive.

Years ago, I had a dear crystal child tell me, “Never give up Ms. B., never give up.”  Am I giving up, no way.  Am I sending enormous amounts of love and light, holding space for my BeLoved, yes; something says do not give up and I will not.  There is an old saying, “One gives up just before the miracle happens.” Me saying to my BeLoved, ‘Forever by my side, your my golden sunshine.’

May you transcend your divine will and enjoy the beautiful moments that herald through!

Much love, light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha