The Voice of Authenticity

By Natasha Botkin 

Have you heard the whispers in the air, the lull of the moon, the dance of the waves…

One thing is for sure, 2016 will not allow you to hide, procrastinate and ignore.  The energy vibes are calling, whispering, saying your truth and the more that you try to ignore or hide, the stronger the vibes may become.  

It is like 2016 is standing up and saying enough, enough with your shenanghans.  I am here in the now; now follow me.  

The old adage of fake it until you make it, no longer rings true.  The toll of the bell, rings of love, of truth, of light.  

Now, this is not to say, that there will be those, who insist on “their way” with the idea of “free will.”  I am here to gently emphasize that this is a 9 year in numerology, and the karmic energies are here to remind you; good or bad, but karma would like your attention and this will not sulk away, as it would in the past.  

Here are a few ways to show up in an authentic manner, which can calm the storm of the lesson if you allow. 

Ask yourself are you authentically expressing:

  1. A feeling 
  2. An emotion (allowing yourself to feel this emotion)   Do not ignore it, this will tighten its grip- Breathe in and out as the emotion happens.
  3. A thought
  4. Is this a feeling, emotion or thought? 
  5. Where did the feeling, emotion or thought originate from? Pay careful attention to the signs that your emotional body is sending to your etheric body (i.e.  is your chest tight- then breath into your heart center and allow the emotion to flow in and out of you-almost like an ocean wave). 
  6. Is this actually a belief?  What is the illusion that you are trying to convince yourself as your truth?

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The old adage of fake it til your make it, is an old adage, pattern and belief; the awakened conscious is no longer tolerant of these shenanghans.  And like an alligator these are bubbling up to the surface.  

                                                          

 “Toil, toil, toil and trouble….” bubble, bubble bubble.

Place those woes in a pink bubble.  Take a deep breath, breath the woe into the pink bubble and gentle blow this away.  As the pink bubble leaves you, you may ask an angel to take it from you and/or request for them to help you pop it.    pink bubble

Awwww, this feels so much lighter, so much better.

May you feel light and love.

 

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings, 

Natasha 

 

 

 

It’s Simply a Matter of Time

by Natasha Botkin 

Unraveling take times.  It is not a rushed process.  There is no finish line.  Recently, during dream time, I found a tortoise entering along with a fox and as the observer went, well this could be quite interesting.

The angels have placed simultaneously a tortoise and a fox on my totem.  Wow, this is quite magical.  A tortoise is wise, quiet and magical in the most purest of ways.  Oogway is the tortoise that enters my realm from Kung Fu Panda.  He was wise, patient and just knew.  A fox is cunning, magical and in an instance is present and in a moment is poof gone, “sly like a fox.” However, a fox is cunning, magical and playful.  Ever stop and watch a fox when it is hunting, that’s the cunning state and then there is playful nature of a fox chasing a butterfly, and then resting, sleeping without a care. Tortoise Ocean

The reason I find this, well how shall I say manifesting, is sly patience of wisdom.  It is like Christmas, waiting for a package to open.  I am ancy; destiny it awaits and divine timing says, “patience dear one, more wisdom is to come.” This of course brings me to the circular pattern of anciness; I can’t wait, let’s get this party started.

The divine requesting more patience.  Now as an Aries I should be chomping at the bits, and I am.  Then again, I am patient and wise, pondering what is this great present that I will soon open.  Then I am reminded, a great present, in the present moment; “patience dear one.”

Star Christmas treeMy name means of born of Christmas and am image of me sitting near a Christmas tree lights a glowing and me a little girl laying on my stomach, kicking my legs, my hands placed under my chin holding my head….me saying, “is it time, oh please dear God and Angels, is it time…” The divine lovingly, “not yet dear, be patient” and so the cycle begins again.

Now a tortoise and a fox show in my totem. What, wait, when will it be time….Then an image of a tortoise swimming in the deep oceans so happy, playful, freely and this dances in my vision of my happiness.  I, too am, swimming in a deep ocean, traversing the spiritual needs of my heart and soul.  There are days when I seem to swim with grace and ease; then there are days when I think and that’s where the problems lie…..thinking is not getting me anywhere….step back….swim,, float, twist and turn, freely, playfully, joyfully swim in the presence–not looking backwards, nor forwards in the patient here and now. Playful fox

The tortoise a reminder of gentle, wise patience ;the fox a reminder to frolic and play; both simple; live simple.

That’s it a simple, joyful presence into the wise soul that I am.  After all it begins with I AM….

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha