By Natasha Botkin
I recently saw this post somewhere “Currently under construction, thank you for your patience.” –unknown. I am unsure as to the where this was posted. Where it was posted does not matter. What matters is the effect, maybe I am brave or immensely foolish to share this here, either way, during a truly difficult moment of outside sources plaguing me, I was trying to be the steady ocean; yet, the waves began to pummel again to me.
After hours of this, I reached out to a friend; who texted me don’t have a pity party. Oh really, hmmm. First, let’s define pity: the feeling of sorrow and compassion caused by the suffering and misfortunes of others. So no pity party in fact, what caused me the duress was the images of my BeLoved (my Twin Flame) and all of our beautiful moments together. Which lead to why doesn’t he wish to speak to me, the divine response was “fear, fear of you; if he has to accept you as you are, he has to accept his truth. My dear you can be quite a bit for a weakened one, your powers are immense and ever reaching in ways that most cannot even begin to muster. Be patient dear one.”
Then I hear, “Should we begin to pop the popcorn.” Oh so not, funny right now dear angels, my sense of humor flushed down the toilet and out to a rocky sea. It takes me a bit to settle; the outside is pouring into me, others egos are crushing; seriously, check yourself before you wish to be all mighty, cause you’d be surprised at how some enlightened individuals behave. Which brought me back to my human work as a behavioral specialist, and this helped me settle into my higher self, the blonde parts of my hair changing into the crystalline silver essence of Amel shining forward. Oh Lord, if Amel is here with the angels, I know what is about to come, the elders of the realm, Mary Magdalene’s image and then Jesuah’s image and christ light expansion. Fully being bathed in christ light, crystal light and the love that cradles me is beautiful beyond compare.
My ego barks, I just went through a re-birth, please not again. . I have two choices, I surrender to this factor or I rage an ego battle. Yep, I am in no way going to behave like my BeLoved; they warned him, he choose not to listen and now has the effects. That’s the part that one should realize; we all have a destiny, we either go or they will give to us “free will,” and then steer us back on course. Our course can be simple and graceful or it can be awkward and difficult. Ultimately that is “free choice.”
My human form surrenders to the fact that I am about to undergo massive construction. Do I know where this will take me. No, I do not. It is befitting that this is occurring at the same time as the new moon. In fact a very powerful new moon. In truth, the divine love and light that surrounds me also helps propel me even further up the spiral. It is now, that I am more aware that in order to accept this new growth, the old had to strip away to make room for the expansion of heart, holding space in a most auspicious way. The being old patterns,old beliefs; they do not belong, they needed to go like a hole in a sock. The toe pokes out and you think I’ll throw that sock away or darn it; darn it in thought and rip that sock off, cause the new one will be soft, simple, graceful.
All I ask, is please be patient with others. As we are all under construction. In my last blog, patience was the divine ideal that shined forward. Again this heralds true. “Be patient dear ones, the best is yet to come; a soul knows no time. A soul is timeless; it is human ego that places a time; disallow and breath, go inside, allow.”
Much Love and Light